she entices guests on her show like “oh yeah i wanna talk to you about you being young and wanting to get pregnant and get married because thats what sarah palins daughter is doing wooo!” and then throws a load of shit and insults and patronising comments at her. PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH. KEEP YOUR VIEWS TO YOURSELF TYRA.
She also finds away to bring the convo back to herself, like “oh yeah you were mugged, well I remeber this one time blah blah blah.” It annoys the shit out of me.
I’m gonna take a personal day tomorrow. Just me and my camera. Go to the city. Maybe buy some makeup from MAC. I kinda wanna go to Cooney Island and take pictures of it in the snow. Spend a few hours chilling in BN. Discover some ~hidden gems~ in China town. And besides I need to get photos for the Bredth section of my AP
I know. I know that I shall never again meet anything or anybody who will inspire me with passion. You know, it’s quite a job starting to love somebody. You have to have energy, generosity, blindness. There is even a moment, in the very beginning, when you have to jump across a precipice: if you think about it you don’t do it. I know I’ll never jump again.
“Generosity is nothing else than a craze to possess. All which I abandon, all which I give, I enjoy in a higher manner through the fact that I give it away. To give is to enjoy possessively the object which one gives.”—Jean-Paul Sartre
A lot of people talk about how insecure they are because they’re ‘fat’ or overweight. You don’t hear a lot of people talk about how they want to gain weight. I have always been skinny. I am not saying that I want to be this big ass, big breasted woman- because I know my frame is too…
So I basically got into MICA (Maryland Institute College of Art)
A couple of weeks ago a representative from MICA came to my school to tell us about the school and review portfolios and what not. I showed her mine and she really loved it. She even asked if I filled out a postcard and when I told her I did she moved it to the top of the pile. Then a yesterday I got a letter from them telling me that if I applied I wouldn’t have to submit a portfolio because the representative thought that it was “acceptable.”
And if you know anything about art schools the only thing that really matters is the portfolio. So I basically got accepted to MICA without applying. And that feels pretty fucking great.
Being secretive is in my nature. Not that I want to cause harm to anyone, never is that my intent. But I feel a whole lot safer keepings things to myself, regardless whether it’s a big secret or not. I don’t like to be all figured out. The moment someone can read me, I feel disconnected.